Oh. Em. Gee. i leave for the US (and the UK n paris :S) in 4 days. 4 freakin days!!!!! gaahhhh cant wait so excited n nervous!!! wonder if i'll meet any other deviants while i'm there....hmm.

so, i've been packing and unpacking and downloading new music and seein mates n all that, but only over the last week has it really dawned on me that i'm leaving. sigh. and i've just met this awesome guy and i've fallen head over heels haha, but i hav to leave. and as much as i can hope, i dont think he'll wait for me to get back. and everyone knows long distance never works haha *cries* he's so cute and perfect n waaayy too good for me. so now i dont want to leave. but i am. n not much can really change that *sigh* maybe if i break my legs...or hire someone to break them ala Black Books....lol or not. i like my legs whole thank you.

so yeah, i wont be on here much over the next 4 months or so, limited internet access and whatnot. this'll likely be my last journal, but i'll update where i can while in the states, uk n paris.

ta-ta deviants! *grabs suitcase and drives off to the airport, making aeroplane noises as i go*